Sunday, February 26, 2012

Gotcha

Every night Easton gets a bath. While one of us gives him the bath the other gets all the things ready to put him to sleep. Well, lately James has been working a lot and I have been doing both. We have done this same routine for months and months. So Easton knows what to do. He must of known that there was only me on this day and I couldn't be in two places at the same time. So this is what I found him doing, until he realized I was there.

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Pink and Blue

On, February 10, 2012 my sister in law had her babies....a girl and a boy. Their names are Aster and Quinn.. Aster was 5 lbs and Quinn was 6 lb 6oz.( I might of gotten Quinn's ounces wrong, but close enough) So what is killing me is that I can't post any pictures on FB(facebook) yet, because Erin or Brian have not announced it yet. So since I only have my family members and my mother in law on this blog, I figured I would announce it and show off my niece and nephew.

Aster



Quinn







Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Being a mom stinks

only when you see your child hurting and crying and there is NOTHING you can do. Easton received his braces today. And I know that this may sound petty but it stinks, plain and simple. I know that this is the best thing for him and it needs to be done. But it sinks. He wants to crawl and walk. He tries so hard. He gets on the tip of his brace and falls head first then crys. He crys because he is frustrated because he can't move. And sometimes I cry with him. I'm helpless. He looks over at me, like help me mom, why can't I do this?!And I cant do one thing, other than tell him its going to be ok. I know it will, and I know it's only the first day, but I just feel bad. Tonight when he was sitting he moved a little and then fell back. He tried and tried to get up but just couldn't so he gave up and just layed there. I felt useless and hopeless. I thought I would never say this but I want him to walk run around, scream because he is happy, climb on the couch after the tenth time telling him not to. I know that it seems like forever away but it's only for one month then we may only have to have it on at night. Like I said, I don't want to sound ungrateful for knowing what is wrong, or anything else. But it's hard seeing your child hurt.
Here are pictures of his legs/feet 2 days before his braces. I will upload the pictures of his braces later in the week
If you look, he has a cup and syringe for his medicine....it has nothing in it

Left foot is the worst

If you look he balances on his left foot with his toes curled up


Hopefully the braces will fix this


Even after everything he has been through he smiles all the time